Brandi Redmondrevealed the adoption that would have added a fourth child to her family fell through after apregnancy loss.

During the first part of theReal Housewives of Dallasreunion, Redmond, 41, announced the sad news while offering an update on her planned adoption that viewers watched unfold during the season.

“Our hearts hurt deeply,” shetweetedto one fan who shared sympathies,tellinganother follower that her family’s “hearts ache.”

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Earlier in theRHODseason, Redmond discussed her decision as to whether to adopt the biological sibling of Bruin, whom sheadoptedin 2018.

But Redmond — who also shares daughters Brooklyn, 10, and Brinkley, 7, with husband Bryan — was admittedly torn over the possibility of having a fourth child.

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“I don’t want to cry about it because I just don’t know if I could handle another one,” Redmond said. “I feel like I’m overwhelmed with the three that I have. I feel torn in so many different directions sometimes.”

Said Redmond, “Even like, just looking at Bruin … I know how much I love him.”

“You don’t want him to not experience his sibling,” Hollman shared. “You have a son who you would do anything for. And you’re trying to figure out what the right move is for not only for your family, but for him. I totally get that.”

In May 2018, Redmondrevealed they had adoptedtheir infant son Bruin Charles in the winter of 2018.

“It’s changed our lives forever,” Brandi previously told PEOPLE exclusively of their new addition. “We are obsessed with him, my whole family is. We’re just so blessed.”

The couple’s son — born prematurely on Dec. 31, 2017, and adopted via a closed adoption — has been a “perfect fit” for the family. Earlier this week, the family celebrated their little one’s second birthday.

source: people.com